Gregory

This week and the weeks to come are definitely going to finish me off, the other day even though i had the will to keep on studying my body couldnt keep up, funny thing though when i woke up, i still felt tired, which reminds me, i havent felt rested ever since 2 years ago, the only time i feel rested is when i recover from an illness which usually takes a few days in bed. with all my upcoming tests and other reqirements in Admu it feels this might be one of the busiest years for me ever, hahaha, though i am having fun and seeing the use of all of this

yessssss, the original venue for our gig has been changed from Batanggas to Manila (yes, now my mom agreed to allow me too). However we have to play 10 songs and we've only completed around 4, and it's already on the 24th ahhhhhhh, those 4 aren't even polished yet awwwww, but band practice is really fun, specially composing songs it's really fun and also a good hobby, anyways, if you guys have time, please come and support us

I really, really enjoy music, for me it's one of the almost perfect things in this world hahaha, and those who are really good at it, are really good. Watching great masters like Dream Theatre really inspires me to keep on practicing, sometimes i don't even feel like studying anymore and it's also such a great stress reliever.

Well i guess i had enough fun for these days, and once more it's time to get back to work. Nothing good ever comes from being a lazy person (which i consider myself to be). There so many thing to do, so many thing to learn, yet so little time to. I would like to enjoy and party more or something, but i realize that i can't do that right now. I already wasted to much time, and now the load is catching up on me, maybe i want to take a rest on Christmas day but as for now it really is back to work, I really enjoyed the ASEC Christmas party, i want to reward myself by attending another such party after i accomplish what i have to.

These days have been really busy, as a result i haven't found time to cook and continue with my mochi project but once vacation starts i will try to continue where i left off, i hope i can achieve near perfect mochi with whatever ingredients i can make availabe, any way wish me luck guys

Hmmmm, in my life and how i interact with people in this life i have discovered something very striking, that each one has dual personalities; meaning that what we notice about a person may not be exactly true, our conversations with that person might also not be true because we are may onle be talking with one's false self. In my discussions in yahoo messenger i notice that people are truly different in chat than they are in person, my hypothesis leads me to conclude that people have to forms one false and one true. The true person usually emerges when one is not with the company of others or (only with a limited few whom he or she trust), (this trust is not just any trust but the kind of trust one can bet one's life on), one's true person according to my observations is repressed by one's surrounding (i think that every one really wants to express their love for one another (in a truer sense) (it has true intentions and true love) (love here is not limited to intimate love but also friendship, brotherly love and etc. Sometimes the enviornmen is to thick and dense for one to act according to one's true person, as a result the false self emerges, we are probably guilty of this all, but still it would be a much better world if everyone had their true selves expose, so i invite everyone to show their true selves, i will try to show mine too, if i learn or observe more of these things i will try to update this thought, yet a thought is just a thought, or maybe it's more than just a though, because first of all a thought must be thought of

yey, now i am mixi member hahaha, but i still have to learn how to use it. I also received a lot of presents already hahaha, Sana vacation so i can rest for a while

My mom is sick again, i guess from over working agian, makes me think whether i am doing my part, i must be really lazy right now, so i have to work hard again to be a good son, maybe she will get well soon, i really hope so, she always get's sick, probably because of me

the asec GA was funny again hahaha, thanks to emil again, i must have watched that video for the 4th time by now hahaha, I have to wait till Friday before i can cook the "an", i takes about 6 hours or more before the beans become soft, i hope it really turns out good, i hope i can also find ingredients to make "sakura mochi", looks really oishii

Step one of preparing to make "an" complete hahaha, i just have to cook it for several hours tomorrow, i hope it turns out good

Today i had a lot of fun watching the NRT video, yet i was also a bit envious but it's ok though hahaha. Today, i also got an idea on how to start my planned business, thanks to yukiko neesan, but the real challenge begins now hahaha, i also regret not being able to take the jlpt this year, but next year i really plan to take it, hahaha but that also means i got to do a lot of studying, i hope those who took this year's test like khursten, stephen, erika and mike did well

today, i realized something i should have realized years before. One that i shuld have stopped playing video games a long time ago (if not stop decrease my playing time by big factor). Second that the time i used for playing video games could have been used for creating music, which i have only recently discovered the joy of. Third, i could have also spent the time developing my own business, or at least by now have a sense of how to develop it. Fourth i could have learned to cook a multitude of dishes by now, the only yhink i feel now though is regret, but i guess it's also good to discover it now, (kore kara ne)

today we went to MOA to ice skate, and it was really worth it, but i hope when we go next time more people would join in so it would be more fun. Even though it was a bit painful, it was worth the fun, though i wished i could have spend more time...

i hope we can find a song soon so we can practice and go Christmas caroling hahaha

I forgot, to thank everyone for being so kind to me hahaha, and also thanks for the tree, now we just have to decorate it then it will be a real tree hahaha, let's go karaoke sometime hahaha, and i look forward to singing christmas carols with all of you

i really don't have a clue about blog writing, but i think i can learn it in a while, i love asec, there are so many kind people in it, it's really like a big family, i don't know how to repay their kindness but i surely will. I always try to keep my promises no matter what, so guys if you are reading this, don't be shy to ask for favors

the world today seems a little bit more complicated then it should be, of course we all know what complicates matters, yup us. There are so many problems in the world which only require simple answers but as we are we tend to provide complicated answers to problems which demand only simple solutions. I guess it's human nature to argue, to be selfish and self-centered at times, but isn't it also human nature to make peace, to be selfless and to be other centered. If you were to ask me what i find so precious in this world, then i would probably say it's the world itself and the people in it, the people who should be concerned for one another, race, social status and etc, are just obstacles to achieving a world which is more human, when one does something good one does not deserve the praise and publication in some cases, simply because it is human nature, when i try to do a bit of service or something, in my mind, i just say it's what God wanted me to do and in the first place it's what i should do. It may sound corny and whatever but isn't it true as well.. so to the people fighting, for the nations arguing over petty matters i challenge you, no i challenged as all including me to strive to be more human.